Well its been some time since i made my last post and allot of things have changed and nothing has changed.
You may think that contradictory but its not.
Mostly it is what has been going on inside of me that has changed. My thoughts about not having the money to buy things I want, but realizing that I dont have to go without things I need. If I do not have it, God will provide if I need it. To not trust that God knows just what I need when I need it would be a huge mistake.
Just yesterday I was thinking ....how in the the world were we going to make it until payday. Then My sis calls and says she wants to give me some money because she felt led to do it. God just provided what we needed.
It took me a few minutes to realize that it was a direct answer to prayer.
I have prayed the same prayer before and we just struggled until payday, but the renewed strength and creativity in my meal planning was the answer I needed at that time. God will always give us exactly what we need.
So if that is true why do I complain?
I have tried time and time again to catch myself when I do this.
It just means I am not trusting in the providence of God.
That all things work for the good to those who love God.
I am hopeing that in the realm of my progressive sanctification, that I will learn not to complain, and trust that there are no mistakes. That the days will go according to plan.....His plan . That's the part that hasn't changed.